Just went out for drinks after work with my trainer and a couple of girls.
I feel like a real adult.
Problem is… I know now that I don’t love BF anymore. Saw a guy at work that made my heart jump. I know that doesn’t happen often with me. I know that BF hasn’t done that for me in so long it’s not funny.
I am going to have to break up with him.
It’s going to tear my heart apart, but I think in the end, it will be for the best.
god help me, I need strength